24.05.2023 Patience

Patience is pain. Pain is a part of living. Patience doesn’t pay off. Because nothing does. Only existing, only being. I am not guaranteeing a better, more pleasurable future because of my patience today. I’m simply making my present and near future exist how I feel. Not being patient is not an option to me. It does not correspond with my how I want to express my being. How I want to love.